Hi. I used to be a boy named Kade, but I have become a mess of my disorders. I'm 20 years old. I'm truly all-or-nothing, a self destructing, addictive personality, waiting for something that I have never understood. I want to help people, yet fear that I will hurt everyone that I love. I am a monster, and I am so, so, so very sorry for everything.


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