Dreaming of Sleep

I’ve come to realize that I have difficulty connecting to doctors, therapists, psychiatrists…etc. because I find their extensive educational history intimidating and probably subconsciously resent them for being more successful than me (since I had planned on going into the medical or scientific field prior to being a disabled college drop-out). I interpret everything they say as being condescending and assume that they are judging me for being a failure, since they have been able to accrue a great deal of widely recognized accomplishments.

This is obviously rooted in my self loathing, and not because of anything they have done wrong.

Update: trigger warning for ED and depression…etc.

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Anonymous: omg!!!!

I suppose.

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